Discussing Jian Gomeshi makes me feel so angry inside.
Today at the coffee shop an older gentleman needed access to some wall charts behind me.
He respectfully stood quietly in front of me waiting for an opportune time to interrupt my reading.
”Excuse me miss, I don’t need you to move but want to let you know I am going to reach past you to write on the wall charts.” He paused and added, “I want to let you know what I am doing so you don’t think I am going all ‘Gomeshi’ on you.”
Immediately I felt a happy sadness. I wanted to stand up and give him a hug but of course I didn’t.
l smiled and thanked him and went back to reading but he wasn’t done. He was compelled to talk about how he felt about the situation. He felt sad and angry that women didn’t feel they could have come forward “the day after or even the night it happened.”
l smiled, weary. What of value could l share, from woman’s point of view, with this stranger? Most of us have a story or know of a story to tell but telling it publicly doesn’t always have a positive outcome.
l simply acknowledge his statement and reply, “Yes, it’s complicated.”
Armed with my non- answer, he answers his own question, “I suppose the cops don’t always believe the women so that’s probably why.”
Perhaps he catches my hesitation, I certainly wasn’t prepared for this discussion and we agree to end the conversation there.
I am thankful we are openly acknowledging and having tough conversations about a real issue that transcends Jian Gomeshi and the CBC.